I'm not sure

I'm not sure how much longer I can do this. Everything anymore feels like a struggle, the bills, the jobs, hell even trying to see my kids. I finally happened, I knew it would sooner or later. We can't spend the weekend with my boys because they are going to my aunts house. It just feels like everything I do anymore is wrong and I just can't fix it anymore. Goddess, someone please help me before I finally go insane.

Wait so, I thought they already agreed to let you see them? Why can't your aunt see them next weekend? We'll be out of town and this will likely be the last time we can see them this month

Cause my mom's a bitch. There is another weekend at the end of August that we can try for. All I could get out of mom was their going to your aunts because they haven't been there in a while and you had them a couple weeks ago.

Ah, I see. Despite the fact we have the greater claim to them. Well, get on Clark County. Maybe we'll have to go there.

Jessica suggested road trip and she seems quite serious.

I'm game for Monday, but NOT in the Mini or the Van

Well the pickup is broken

hopefully fixed by then.